That's not good enough. [He has to do something else. Something more. He reaches for Emmet's arm and pulls it around himself, hoping that Emmet will hug him- because if nothing else, he wants that vague reassurance that someone he- someone he considers family is right there, right next to him.
He thinks back to Blue. He thinks back to Crys. There was a time when all he needed was Blue. There was a time when all he needed was Gold, Blue, and Crys.
For a second, he sincerely thinks that he wants to go back to that time. That's the same second that he really, truly lets out a sob and starts shaking his head as if it will make that thought go away.]
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He thinks back to Blue. He thinks back to Crys. There was a time when all he needed was Blue. There was a time when all he needed was Gold, Blue, and Crys.
For a second, he sincerely thinks that he wants to go back to that time. That's the same second that he really, truly lets out a sob and starts shaking his head as if it will make that thought go away.]